When you stare at the ABYSS you are terrified and feel like you are going to be sucked into a big black hole. It is frightening to say the least. The darkness feels like it will envelop your whole soul. The fear is so intense that you are crippled and stunned at the same time. Its darkness will surround you and you feel the evil of that person. Not sure knowing what to do and what not to do??
It is hard to contemplate and understand. It is hard to explain the way you feel. But when it happens you know it.
ABUSE comes in many forms, physical abuse, rape, mental and emotional abuse, controlling, manipulative, degrading and constantly criticizing and name calling.
I have been through ALL these forms of abuse listed.
ABOVE.
I have STARRED EVIL IN THE EYES AND SAW THE ABYSS. When you see pure evil or Satan looking back at you it is MOST terrifying thing you can witness.
When you do not see a soul in a person's eyes, it is gut-wrenching and terrifying at the same time. Because they have no soul. They are dead inside. There is just darkness and evil and it is terrifying.
When I say they are dead I mean they have no conscience or empathy or feelings for anybody else but themselves. It is ALL about THEM. They are not worthy of the time and attention we give them. They are miserable people who destroy everyone they meet. DON’T LET THEM DESTROY YOU!
If you stay too long in that relationship the darkness will envelop your soul too!
Your LIFE is precious please do not let the darkness overtake your soul! I wanted to kill myself many times in my life because of ALL the Abuse I suffered. I was the most difficult thing to live through.
But I know now that I am strong, resilient, beautiful, and empowered now.
YOU need to prioritize you and your life, your soul! You are worthy of a life full of love, peace, happiness, and support.
I want to SUPPORT YOU and your life on your journey, to heal and find family and learn to LOVE YOURSELF!
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